Thursday, March 30, 2006

The Last Rose of Summer (continued)

'Tis the last rose of summer,
Left blooming all alone,
All her lovely companions
Are faded and gone.
No flower of her kindred,
No rose bud is nigh,
To reflect back her blushes,
Or give sigh for sigh.


I'll not leave thee, thou lone one,
To pine on the stem;
Since the lovely are sleeping,
Go sleep thou with them;
'Thus kindly I scatter
Thy leaves o'er the bed
Where thy mates of the garden
Lie scentless and dead.


"The Last Rose of Summer" is the name of a piece of music that really touched me. I closed my eyes while listening to it and found images of a beautiful scene streaming into my heart. The scene of a beautiful valley with a waterfall, with a cukoo floating around looking for one last rose left from the summer as described in my previous post, then it stopped. It didn't go any further in my imagination. That was when I started searching google for pieces of art with that name. I found a nice poem written by Henry Moore and sung by Sarah Brightman (above are the first two stanzas). I was struck by the poet's solution for the problem; his decision to scatter the rose's petals to save her from loneliness. Merciful killing it was, or cruel mercy as I feel like calling it. I really didn't like it at all. No matter what the reason could be, he had no right to take a life away. It might be sad and lonely indeed, but why take away from it the opportunity to draw one more smile on somebody's face? Why rid it of the chance of bringing innocent joy to a saddened heart, to add warm color to an otherwise cold scene?!

What I'd rather use as a continuation to the story would be to give that one last rose all the care and nurture possible, to keep her healthy and happy for as long as it is alive. Then when it is its natural time to go, I guess it would go down with a smile.

The Last Rose of Summer

The Cukoo woke up to the first ray of light shining through the vast sky. It's a beautiful morning. All birds are singing together in such amazing harmony, better than the most skillful orchestra. The sun rays are reflecting unto the water of the calm waterfall, giving it so much warmth inside and lots of brightness outside. The Cukoo's wandering about, adoring the scene. It was such an amazing blend of blues and greens. There was something missing there he felt. He could not spot a single rose in the whole valley. He wishes he could spot any to complete the beauty of the almost marvellous scence, he remembers though that the Summer is almost coming to an enda and it was very hard to find any. He keeps flying high and low, until he finally finds her. Below the trees, behind the bushes, stood such a beautiful red rose, the last rose of Summer, left blooming alone. Beautiful as it looked, it seemed so sad, so melancholic and lonely...

Extremes

Why are my feelings at such extremes? I really wish I could tell. At the smallest glimpse of sadness the tears start pouring. At the slightest shade of happiness I'm practically jumping off the floor, the sun is shining and the birds are singing. When I care, those people are everything to me. I could easily fall into the trap of letting my whole world revolve around them. When I get hurt, it could get freezing cold inside, causing even more pain. I don't like things plain yes, but... aren't I too much?

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Water Quotes

If there is magic on the planet, it is contained in the water.- Loren Eisley


When time comes for us to again rejoin the infinite stream of waterflowing to and from the great timeless ocean, our little droplet of soulful water will once again flow with the endless stream.- William E. Marks, The Holy Order Of Water


Our bodies are molded rivers.- Novalis

Rain is grace; rain is the sky condescending to the earth; without rain, there would be no life.- John Updike

...Yes, as every one knows, meditation and water are wedded forever.- Herman Melville, Moby Dick

The many-voiced song of the river echoed softly. Siddhartha lookedinto the river and saw many pictures in the flowing water. The river'svoice was sorrowful. It sang with yearning and sadness, flowing towardsits goal ... Siddhartha was now listening intently...to this song of athousand voices ... then the great song of a thousand voices consisted ofone word: Om -- Perfection ... From that hour Siddhartha ceased to fightagainst his destiny- Hermann Hesse, Siddhartha


Water is the driver of Nature.- Leonardo da Vinci

Truths are first clouds; then rain, then harvest and food. - Henry Ward Beecher

If you gave me several million years, there would be nothingthat did not grow in beauty if it were surrounded by water. - Jan Erik Vold, What All The World Knows

The trees reflected in the river -- they are unconscious of a spiritual world so near to them. So are we. - Nathaniel Hawthorne

Everywhere water is a thing of beauty gleaming in the dewdrop, singing in the summer rain.- John Ballantine Gough

Keeping in touch with childhood memories keeps us believing in life’s simplest pleasures like a rainy afternoon, a swingset, and a giant puddle to play in.- Chrissy Ogden


A river seems a magic thing. A magic, moving, living part of the very earth itself - for it is from the soil, both from its depth and from its surface, that a river has its beginning. - Laura Gilpin


Soften my heart,
O God of living waters,
that the shower of ScriptureI am about to readmay enrich the soil of my soul.
Rain down your wisdomin sacred streamsto carry me like an upturned leafthrough the currents of this gray day.
Amen.
- Edward Hays, Prayers for a Planetary Pilgrim

No one can see their reflection in running water. It is only in still water that we can see. - Taoist proverb

According to Democritus, truth lies at the bottom of a well, the waterof which serves as a mirror in which objects may be reflected. I haveheard, however, that some philosophers, in seeking for truth, to payhomage to her, have seen their own image and adored it instead.- Charles Richter

Constant dripping hollows out a stone.- Lucretius

It is a fascinating and provocative thought that a body of water deserves to be considered as an organism in its own right.- Lyall Watson, Supernature

I'm singing in the rain, just singing in the rain; What a wonderful feeling, I'm happy again.- Arthur Freed


What runs but never gets tired? Water.

Expect poison from the standing water. - William Blake (??!)

I have never seen a river that I could not love. Moving water . . . has a fascinating vitality. It has power and grace and associations. It has a thousand colors and a thousand shapes, yet it follows laws so definite that the tiniest streamlet is an exact replica of a great river.- Roderick Haig-Brown

When oxygen and hydrogen find one another, their joining produces fiery passion. Out of this fire, water is born. Quaint Victorian chemistry gives us an image of one oxygen and two hydrogen atoms in a fixed molecule that bounces around from place to place. The reality of water is not so orderly. The hydrogen atoms are notowned by any particular oxygen atom. Water is a substance very much in love with itself, and the atoms connect in webs and clusters where oxygen shares around the hydrogen atoms freely, a fluid situation indeed. - Ian D. Anderson, Ian Lurking Bear


A lake carries you into recesses of feeling otherwise impenetrable. ~William Wordsworth

A lake is the landscape's most beautiful and expressive feature. It is earth's eye; looking into which the beholder measures the depth of his own nature. ~Henry David Thoreau

The sea pronounces something, over and over, in a hoarse whisper; I cannot quite make it out. ~Annie Dillard

The true peace of God begins at any spot a thousand miles from the nearest land. ~Joseph ConradNever a ship sails out of the bayBut carries my heart as a stowaway.~Roselle Mercier Montgomery,

Every time we walk along a beach some ancient urge disturbs us so that we find ourselves shedding shoes and garments or scavenging among seaweed and whitened timbers like the homesick refugees of a long war. ~Loren Eiseley

For whatever we lose (like a you or a me),It's always our self we find in the sea.~e.e. cummings

The cure for anything is salt water - sweat, tears, or the sea. ~Isak Dinesen

Though inland far we be,Our souls have sight of that immortal seaWhich brought us hither.~William Wordsworth, Intimations of Immortality

I find myself at the extremity of a long beach. How gladly does the spirit leap forth, and suddenly enlarge its sense of being to the full extent of the broad, blue, sunny deep! A greeting and a homage to the Sea! I descend over its margin, and dip my hand into the wave that meets me, and bathe my brow. That far-resounding roar is the Ocean's voice of welcome. His salt breath brings a blessing along with it. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne,

Why do we love the sea? It is because it has some potent power to make us think things we like to think. ~Robert Henri

Man is not an aquatic animal, but from the time we stand in youthful wonder beside a Spring brook till we sit in old age and watch the endless roll of the sea, we feel a strong kinship with the waters of this world.- Hal Borland, Sundial of the Seasons

Next to blood relationships, come water relationships.- Stanley Crawford, Mayordomo

To trace the history of a river . . . is to trace the history of the soul,the history of the mind descending and arising in the body.- Gretel Ehrlich

When you hear the splash Of the water drops that fall Into the stone bowl You will feel that all the dust Of your mind is washed away. - Sen-No-Rikyu

It is water, in every form and at every scale, that saturates the mind.All the water that will ever be is, right now. - National Geographic, October 1993


For keenest enjoyment, I visit when the dew is on them,or in cloudy weather, or when the rain is falling:and I must be alone or with someone who cares for them as I do.- David Fairchild


For keenest enjoyment, I visit when the dew is on them,or in cloudy weather, or when the rain is falling:and I must be alone or with someone who cares for them as I do.- David Fairchild


Any river is really the summation of the whole valley. To think of it as nothing but water is to ignore the greater part.Hal Borland, This Hill, This Valley

Rivers are magnets for the imagination, for conscious ponderingand subconscious dreams, thrills, fears. People stare into the moving water, captivated, as they are when gazing into a fire. What is it that draws and holds us? The rivers' reflections of our lives and experiences are endless . . .- Tim Palmer, Lifelines

The sound of the watersays what I think.- Chuang Tzu

The drops of rain make a hole in the stone, not by violence, but by oft falling.- Lucretius


We call upon the waters that rim the earth, horizon to horizon, that flow in our rivers and streams, that fall upon our gardens and fields, and we ask that they teach usand show us the way.- Chinook Indian Blessing


Nothing in the world is more flexible and yielding than water. Yet when it attacks the firm and the strong, none can withstand it, because they have no way to change it. So the flexible overcome the adamant, the yielding overcome the forceful. Everyone knows this, but no one can do it. -Lao Tzu quotes

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I woke her up...

Asleep she was, peacefully in deep sleep. Somewhere warm or cold why did I bother for God's sake?! I woke her up. I disturbed her peace and here I am paying the price. It was like opening Pandora's box. The awakening had to occur sooner or later, but no not by me. I shouldn't have done it myself. It was too soon. She badly needs some more sleep, but there is no going back.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Tag

I live: every moment, and try to enjoy all the small things that sum up to make it count.
I work: with some very nice people (Thank GOD)
I talk: in a loud voice they say :$
I wish: and wish and wish and dream…
I enjoy: touching, watching, smelling, contemplating, embracing and swimming in the water
I look: younger than my age (they say)
I find: roses beautiful
I smell: the Jasmines planted near my home to get me in the mood
I listen: to my heart
I hide: away my tears, or at least try to.
I pray: that ALLAH would help me keep my sanity…
I walk: long distances, it makes me feel alive and refreshed.
I write: mostly when I’m feeling down, thus all my writings come out sad and depressing
I see: people through such rosy colored glasses. I guess I might pay for it one day.
I sing: whenever I want, whatever I want.
I laugh: a LOT (even while crying sometimes)
I can: be as tough, strong and rational as required, but I don’t want to anymore.
I watch: the sun go down, and dream of a better tomorrow.
I learn: my lessons too early. (don’t ask :P)
I dream: I would eventually find my shore; my home..
I want: to stay young at heart until my dying day(18 till I die, or say 15 till I die)
I cry: whenever my heart gets touched, feeling like a wound starting to bleed over and over again. I never have control on that one.
I burn: food.. sometimes (A)
I read: many kinds of stuff, starting from Mickey, going all the way to book about psychology, spirituality, mythology, etc..
I love: water.
I sometimes: wish I were a dolphin, or a butterfly.
I hate: being harshly judged or criticized, or hearing such judgment about a person I care for, I hate it when people are so insensitive or reckless about others feelings.
I touch: a rose, and feel its softness rushing into my heart.
I hurt: myself with melancholic thoughts that sometimes start rushing into my head. I hurt people close to me when I try to distance myself to work on a problem I’m having, which I wouldn’t admit in the first place, afraid I would show my weakness.
I fear: loss and neglect.
I hope: I could achieve all my dreams.
I break: free from rules I regard as pointless
I eat: healthy food (well most of the time)
I bathe: after an aerobics or dance session
I drink: 2 or 3 bottles of water daily. They call me a water addict at work.
I save: money sometimes, but not these days at aaalllll.
I hug: Dee Dee or Bubbles sometimes to sleep
I meditate: while watching water flowing
I play: water fights with my friendssss :D (guns, bottles and lately glasses can do)
I miss: many people from school and my old swimming team.
I hold: on to the people I care for no matter what.
I forgive: easily, the stuff that doesn’t kill me inside.
I drive: myself crazy…
I have: a SPEEDO obsession
I don’t: want to give up to grown-ups routines (all work, no sports, no play kinda thing)
I made: very few friendships, but very very deep and meaningful ones.
I believe: in ALLAH
I owe: many people a LOT. My sense of gratitude and loyalty is quite high actually.
I feel: I’m a person at such extremes (childish and mature *yes believe the last one:P*, cheerful and melancholic, etc..), but I try to make the best out of it and bring peace to all parties.
I know: I will find it one day ISA.
I wonder: what tomorrow will bring.
I tag: anyone interested in answering this.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Water Quotes From "Memoirs of A Geisha"

Water can carve itsway, even through stone.
And when trapped,water makes a new path.

A little water is good to guard against fire.

Water is powerful. It can wash awayearth, put out fire, and even destroy iron.

We are harnessing the power of water tobring electricity to some of the smaller villages.
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May I ask, How does someoneharness the power of water?