Measures

In another attempt to analyze the situation and explain it, to me even before explaining it to others as to what this confusion is all about, here are some random thoughts that could touch base with some stuff..

Everybody has goals he wants to achieve in his life. The trick is trying to find out what are those goals YOU want to reach, truely from your heart, not what goals your society regards are worth striving to reach.

I don't want to measure the achievements I reach in this life by what degrees I get, what positions I reach in my career or how much money I make. I don't want to measure it either by how much information my mind can store, how complex calculations my brain can solve, how many languages I can speak or how many books I read (note here regarding the last two, I want them as part of my development, but not as an end goal). What I really want to achieve, the things that can make me take a look back at my life and feel it was worthwhile is how many smiles I helped draw, how many people I was able to supprt (especially friends), what a difference I caused in people's life. How much positive energy I spreaded and helped spread, what a happy home I could help establish, how much comfort I brought to.. umm.. my special one *blushes* (lamma yeb2a fieh special one ya3ny of course :P).

So.. what is it that confuses me so much, although I've set my goals? Well so far I have the most vague general idea of what I want on the very long run. I have neither established a strategy or tactics. I am not sure which road can take me there.

So next time I tell anyone I'd eventually want to work as a relationship advisor or children bringing specialist I don't wanna see that "Are you nuts" look :P lol I know what I'm talking about.